Friday, September 01, 2006

ok. you are my friend. a friend that i DO care for. so dont think that i dont, even after this post. Because whatever i'm going to say, is not going against you, but just some point of view that i think you should know. it may not be pleasing to the eye, but i think as a friend, if i dont let you know, then i am not a true friend anymore. i seriously hope you'll understand this. because i think what makes a good friend is to be there for her friends and help her friends with what they need and not what they wants. even when sometimes, it may cause misunderstanding and stuff, but that shouldnt be an excuse for not helping =))

well you know, somethings is not very nice to say it out like that, but pardon me for blogging it instead of telling you face to face. becasue i wouldnt be able to say it out. but once again, i want to emphasize that whatever i'm going to write contains NO hard feelings but just ABSOLUTELY PURE love and concern.

firstly, i want to tell you that i dont agree on the things that you said in your blog. because it is NOT true that we dont care about you. think about it, if we really dont care. what makes you think we bother to ask karmun "what happen to shuwen?" or "is she alright??" i mean, if we're just acting, we dont need to ask behind your back, just ask you right into your face, right?? so we do care. and sometimes, it's not that we dont want to tell you stuff. it just that sometimes, you just dont want to tell everyone. and i bet sometimes you also have somethings that you dont want to tell everyone?? so i dont think you should get angry when we dont tell you stuff, cuz it is one's freedom to tell whoever she wants?? sometimes, it is not very important stuff, that is why we say "it's nothing" when you ask "what thing" but you will get angry. see my point?? it is not that we dont want to tel you, it is simply because it's not something so big deal to repeat. i mean if you dont want to miss it, the pay attention to what we say. right?? like, dont ask after we finnish the whole conversation. yepp.

the other thing is, you are actually quite self-centerd. if you dont realise, it is the things you say. sometimes those things that you say really can hurt someone's feeling. yes, you are straight forward, about that we know and we understand that this is the way you are. that is why we accept it. but what about those people taht dont know you that well?? although it is impossible to please everyone. but why not stop and think, is it better to think how would people feel? or to just say whatever you feel like and dont care?? get what i mean?? it's like, when you make someone happy, you yourself also happy. isn't it better this way?? rather then everyone's pissed?? you would like it to right?? i'm not saying that everything you say is hurtful. but quite a number of times. understand??

and, it is a freedom for everyone to dislike some people. it is not a crime or whatever. and most of the time, it is because of misunderstanding, agree?? so why not sort things out peacefully?? then staring or spaming on their blog?? have you ever thought of it? that when you dont like somebody, at the same time. there is people who dislike us too?? would you ratehr have a friend or havae an enemy?? of cuz friend right?? because the momst friends you have, the merrier you get. agree? so the meesage i'm sneding across is that, dont keep going around finding trouble with people. most of the time, you'll be happier when you ignore those irritating people.

oen last thing, you know, it's kinda annoying the way you have to compare about so much things?? it's like, sometimes it's just a casual comment, like "i'm tired", "i'm sleepy" etc. like just casual things like that. we didnt mean to say that to start a debate session? but how come we always ened up debating is because you will say things like "i worse okayy!!" things like that?? and it's ratehr annoying, like. we are not even comparing. it's just a casual comment. so dont take it too hard aright?? and i am sorry that i dont tell you all this earlier on. the reason behind it is because i knwo you will take it as an offense and may start an arguement with me?? that is why i did not say anything. but i do admit that i was quite irriated by you sometimes. otehr then that, you have been a very great friend to me, the things you do, like coming all the way down to holland to find me the other time?? yeah, see, you are a very sweet girl. so dont let your weak points cover it, okayy??

last but not lease. i hope you'll catch this post and change. and of cuz, if you have anything that your not happy with me, do tell me too. =))

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